I have been away from blog land and had an event that made me want to rant. I realized I can't because it won't do me any good. Sometimes we get dissed and the truth gets shoved in our face and we have to eat it. When that happens you want to get revenge and make them pay for what they did. It has happened to me many times in my life and I have to realize that it is okay if people judge me for the way I am. I'll be honest that I am not the most positive person and when people tell me things I already know about myself it makes me mad. I know who I am, but I realized it's okay if people say crap because you can use that for motivation. The great thing is you can always change and sometimes it's the people themselves who have problems. I realized we say mean things because we want to hurt people and make them feel bad. I have learned we can't be like that even if life sucks because one day it will get better. Maybe it will, but I don't know because my life is the same, but that can't stop me from helping people and telling people what I see in them. I see lots of things in people that I never tell because I don't want to be that person. I don't like sharing my true feeling with people because I keep everything inside and I have realized when you do that it gets you nowhere in life. You just sit there and fester it all in and that is not good. When we get angry or want to fight back, the best thing do is walk away or ignore them. Sometimes the truth hurts and words sting, but we are not what they say we are because people truly don't know us. Sometimes people see us in our bad moments and sometimes we act certain ways to get people attention. Nobody is truly bad, what makes them bad is events in their lives and they choose to respond and I have learned that most people have a heart, no matter how bad of a person they think they are. I have learned to never give up on a person either because they have potential and we may not see, but God does and sometimes we have to be that person to show them who they really are. I realized this myself and sometimes don't believe in me and nobody is there for me and sometimes I want to be a jerk and I realize that it's okay if people don't care about me because I have the power to help them and change their lives.