Reading this is so much better than reading a book

What am I smoking? I just read some of the stuff I wrote on some of my blogs and I feel like I have to punch myself in the face. What a goob, ha ha ha. Yeah I don't want people to know what I really think because I just don't and I can't believe that sometimes I write what I want and who I really am. I realized I can't do that because it's better to have people guessing what you are. Ta da! There you have it you know something about me and that I am a person who has hope and believes it will get better. But, why would I want you to know? oh well I don't care because probably about zero people read my rants. At least my blogs are not fake like some people's blogs.