Darkness

I don't know how people can like Fall. I hate Fall, it just makes me more sad that it is getting closer to the winter. I hate winter because winter reminds me of death and darkness. I don't know why it does, it just does. I hate the darkness it makes me sad and I do not know how anyone can enjoy the Winter. I hate driving in snow, but I don't mind running in snowstoms because it makes me feel invincible. I run no matter what the weather is like, but I still hate winter. I guess I need to move somewhere it does not snow. Winters in Utah are not that bad compared to other places.

Sometimes the snow can be romantic, but you have to be with a girl in order for that to happen. The glow of the snow at night is something beautiful. It's errie but it is cool because the glow is light. It is great to know that there is light in the darkest of days and that is why I think it is cool. But when your alone, winters are depressing and sad. That is why it's good to have friends because sometimes you need people to cheer you up when the days are miserable and dark.

I don't know if I'll ever enjoy winters because I don't really have a girlfriend or friends that I hang out with every weekend. The only thing that keeps my mind off Winter is school and running. Sometimes winters in Utah are dry, so I always hope for those kind of Winters even though we need water to live. I should not think about Winter, I should think about the good of Winter like Christmas, New Years Eve, but those thoughts can be sad as well.

The reason I think that is because Christmas reminds me of happy thoughts and sometimes it is sad to reflect on the happy times. I know that sounds weird, but every happy moment has an end and that is why it is sad. I guess that is why it is important to make every moment count because we don't know when our time is up. It is important to do good and make every person we meet better than they were before. Those are the most important things not money, possesions, and status. I need to help people and I hope I have more opportunites to uplift people in this life. People have been there for me and I hope that I can do the same for them when they are in need.