Forward

I was talking to a friend of mine and they said I should be happy because I have a job and it's not so bad. I agree, but I've have done that job for the past four years and I don't think it's wrong to want to have a better paying job. He said even if I get more money I still wouldn't be happy. I don't know, but I do need to know what it's like to move forward. Doing the same thing over and over is nothing to look forward to. It's is important to move forward in life. I don't think I really have. I am almost done with school, but I have been in school forever so it seems like that won't change either. I know I'll finish and I do want to move forward in life. I don't want the same thing, I want more because I know I am worth more than what I get. I am not trying to be cocky or greedy. I just think as society we can all want more and believe that we can.

I want to know what it's like to live. I am alive, but I want to know what it's like to grow up. One day I would like to get married and do my own thing because to me that is moving forward and that is what life is all about. I don't want to be single forever, it's not worth it. Nobody wants to be alone and if they say it's fun, that's not true. Being alone is where you learn who you really are, but after awhile it messes you up. So I hope to get married and have my own family because that is one of the purposes of life . So that is why I have to move forward, I don't want to be the same forever. So I have to get better jobs and I can't sell myself short because that is wrong and I don't feel bad for wanting more because I know I am capable of doing great things

I have also learned if we take small little steps forward eventually we will get to better places and better opportunities. Sometimes it's hard, but we have to keep trying and once we get to a better place, we still have to keep moving. I always think of that song by Daft Punk when I think about moving forward and one of the lyrics says:Work It Harder! Make It Better!Do It Faster!, Makes Us stronger!More Than Ever Hour After Our Work Is Never Over!

Our work is never over and if we think it is then we might fail because I think we always have to work and keep trying and that is part of progressing. I have learned that through watching people in my church. The people who are always working and never stopping seem to be the one's who have it all together and to me it seems that they are blessed because they don't quit. I'm pretty sure they have hard times, but I always see them working and I think that's cool because sometimes we get to a point where we don't want to try. So I think that working hard is important and for me it gives me hope. I know sometimes it may be pointless to me, but I am also helping other people in the process and that is more important because we need to help others as well.